Most of the time, obsessive behavior and compulsive thinking about food have nothing to do with food. They have everything to do with your self-image. It's just that the battlefield you've chosen is food. It's where you've chosen to exercise tight control in hopes that none of your underlying fears and emotions will creep up on you.
I've been re-searching a lot on google about "Obsessive over foods", so the best evidence was that text above from Dr.Phill. I personally think it's true, I mean, when you have a personal problems, all you can think of shoving piles of foods on your mouth. Frankly, part of my body saying I eat because I love foods simply not because I have problems, because I was train to be a mother-fuckin ass ninja eater.
Anyways, I feel really fat right now, haha. I eat a lot, like a lot and I sleep a lot too. Probablt 15 hours a day? I don't even know. My bed time would be on 6am and wake up at probably at 2pm, after Terawih, sleep again wake up at 1am. I seriously have no life during summer, honestly. Everyone's out, and Thomas is a bitch doing Planking on Aspire Park. Lol
Mum is going to Malaysia with my 3 foolish brothers in about 2 days. I am so jealous, I could even cry right now. Well, I did went back a month ago, but it was with my father, no shopping, I have no new clothes. Qatar has the worse shops you could imagine and way too expensive.
and I had PinkBerry today! I had 2! Passion fruits and Original. I enjoyed but not as much as I enjoy eaitin Tutti Frutti. They have bigger cups, less expensive, and more toppings. Pinkberry doesn't have gummybears. That's the saddest part, and the best part of PinkBerry is, they have fresh Raspberries, and Black Berries! But still, how I wish I am in Malaysia right now. I miss grandma's cookings to be honest.
I kept on complaining how expensive things here. Well the truth it, it really is. You could bankrupt. I even need More than rm500 a day to spend with my friends.
and Happy birthday to our dearest petite FX member, Luna. Happy 18th Birthday, Eonnie. May God bless you always on your career and so do they rest. Fighting!