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Thursday, August 4, 2011


"I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it but I can feel it"

Why can't I be pretty like those girls out there?
Why can't I be skinny?
Why can't I have a beautiful pointed nose?
Why can't I be tall?
Why can't I be perfectly tall?
Why can't I be one of those noticeable person?
Why can't I be those girls with nice legs?
Why am I alone?
Why can't I have a perfect boyfriend?
Why can't I have a talent?
Why can't I dance properly?
Why can't I sing properly?
Why am I dumb?
Why can't I be beautiful as her?
Why am I not perfect ... just like her?

This is unfair. Life is unfair.

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’
me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know

I’m ugly

If committing suicide wasn't a sin, I would have done it. Life is too tough for me to face it. Everything seems too hard for me right now. Everything seems too hard and ... harder for me.

I feel like giving up.

and go eat some mcd.

I surrender to what Allah had/have done for me. Thank you, My strength. Alhamdulillah. If it's wasn't because of you, I wouldn't be here.