fiction and fact

Whatever life you lead you must put your soul in it—to make any sort of success in it; and from the moment you do that it ceases to be romance, I assure you: it becomes grim reality! And you can’t always please yourself; you must sometimes please other people. That, I admit, you’re very ready to do; but there’s another thing that’s still more important—you must often displease others. You must always be ready for that—you must never shrink from it. That doesn’t suit you at all—you’re too fond of admiration, you like to be thought well of. You think we can escape disagreeable duties by taking romantic views—that’s your great illusion, my dear. But we can’t. You must be prepared on many occasions in life to please no one at all—not even yourself

Q/A

1. tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?

- Everything about him is addicting.
2. what on your body is hurting or bothering you?

- I need to be thin like those Korean girls.
3. what was your last thought before going to bed last night?

- I wish I was re-born.
4. what are you listening to?

- Iridescent - Linkin Park.
5. what’s something you’re not looking forward to?

- Being something what my dad wants me to be.
6. where do you think your best friend is right now?

- My heart.
7. have you kissed anybody in the last five days?

- No, forever alone.
8. sex on the first date?

- I am Muslim.
9. kiss on the first date?

- No.
10. is there one person you want to be with right now?

- Yes, I really have.
11. are you seriously happy with where you are in life?

- Never.
12. is there something you would like to say to someone?

- A lot.
13. what are three things you did today?

- Eat, sleep, on the internet.
14. would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?

- Sleep at friend's.
15. what is your favorite kind of gum?

- Mint.
16. are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?

- No, we just make on our own way and never look back.
17. what is on your wrists right now?

- A bruise.
18. ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?

- That is what I am facing right now.
19. does anyone have strong feelings for you?

- I don't know, but I'm sure not.
20. are you slowly drifting away from someone?

- I love the people I love, and I will never stop. So, no.
21. have you ever wasted your time on someone?

- Maybe.
22. can you do the alphabet in sign language?

- No.
23. how have you felt today?

- Desolated, ugly, imperfect, lonely, desperate.
24. you receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?

- Buying albums.
25. what is wrong with you right now?

- Everything.
26. is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?

- Nobody.
27. would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?

- Starbucks.
28. why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?

- He cheated on me.
29. how late did you stay up last night and why?

- Till 4am, because what's the point of sleeping - when you wake up, it's still the same, not the life you wanting.
30. when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

- Today.
31. what were you doing an hour ago?

- Listening to musics.
32. what are you looking forward to in the next month?

- To celebrate my best friend's birthday.
33. are you wearing jeans right now?

- A pair of shorts.
34. are you a patient person?

- No.
35. do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?

- Anyone who can stand my bipolar attitude, then, yes.
36. favorite color?

- Grey and black.
37. did you have a dream last night?

- Maybe. I am bad in memory.
38. are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

- Shorts.
39. if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?

- God.
40. do you love anyone who is not related to you?

- Minho, Choi Minho.